Last night at around 2:45am, E woke up SCREAMING. I obviously woke up and waited to see if he was just going to put himself back to sleep, which is the norm. After about 10 minutes of E switching between screaming and sobbing I couldn't take it - I went running down stairs to his room. I opened the door and he was begging me to pick him up. I swept him up in my arms and we headed to the rocker. He was no longer crying, he was trying to catch his breath, and his heart was racing. I asked him if he was OK, he told me yes. Then he said," I wanna sleep with daddy and mommy." First thought that ran through my head was, "yes, let's have a slumber party in the master bedroom!" You see, E is a snuggler. He has been since birth. I have savored ever second of it. I love having him snuggled up to me, smelling his hair and all the sweetness that comes with him. The reality is that those moments are few and far between these days, with him being a toddler. I get plenty of hugs and kisses. Don't get me wrong, they are a fabulous bonus to being a mom. I just miss the days where you could sit and snuggle for a good half hour. Brian and I both miss the days of snuggling with the peanut on the sofa. The closest we can get is reading on the sofa or rocker, which E will do for an hour sometimes, but its different. So as much as I selfishly wanted that slumber party last night to get those snuggles, I also did not want E to be making a slumber party a regular occurrence. So we had a little talk about getting scared, how its alright to call for mommy and daddy, but big boys sleep in their beds - not with mommy and daddy. He muttered an OK, then tucked himself back in the snuggle position. I sat and rocked him and sang him the same lullaby I have sung him since he was born. When I was finished, I relished in the snuggles I was getting for a good 10 minutes. Then, I told him it was time to go to sleep in his bed. He said OK, and gave me a kiss. I set him down, and he went right to sleep. I love my peanut, and I especially love some snuggles. xoxox